Terrible Case of Homesickness

Admittedly, we are not as close as a family should.
For all the word wars, cold wars, shouting wars... within the household
Opposite beliefs and misundertanding
Too much infighting not much loving

However, as Christmas comes near and I am here afar
All I can think is how to be with them now
For it may seem to them I care less
I do still here, deep within here

Specially to my nephew and niece
To miss the time while they are growing
Even though they are not mine
They'll always hold a piece of my heart

To my parents, ma and pa
Sorry is my first word, and love you is my second
We have our differences and our arguments
The world may end, Im still from the both of you

To my sisters three
We may have not the bond that empowers
I would still like to believe
Even a seed of happy memories we have shared

As the night breeze becomes colder
As the hymns of jolly reaches my ears
As the blinking and colorful lights unfold in my eyes
I whisper a Merry Christmas for all of you