Notes to the Future Me

Hi future Dwight. I hope you are doing fine. Let's run down some things first.

You still have a job, right? Well if you haven't maybe you have your own business? That's a dream of me. Good job if that's the case.

If you do have a job, are you loving it? Well if you stayed in that job for a while now, maybe it pays good and you love it. In any ways, you should be doing something to earn in whatever capacity you still can. 

Don't forget to continue saving for emergency purposes. 

Here's the icky topic I dont wat to discuss but probably should ask anyway. Are you in love? Are you with someone? I know this unimaginable now, do you have kids? If you answered yes to any of those questions, Im glad you tried to use your heart again. It's a new experience as they all say to me now, I hope you undersand what they are saying. 

If you have kids, let them feel loved. Make time for them, with them. Unconditionally. Paying for their food, education and well being is not something they need to repay when they're grown up. It's your choice to have them, not theirs.

If you are lucky enough and they grow up loving you, respecting you - well you've done a pretty good job raising those little bastards. Owh, I forgot to ask, is the wife pretty?

However if you are not lucky enough to have children of your own or did not marry afterall - and decided it's not your thing, maybe you've reach out to those children who needs help? Remember what you did years ago as a volunteer teacher for children - how it made you feel good inside. 

In any case, married or unmarried, with children or not - I hope you are not regretting your decisions that leads to whatever your status is now. 

Is mama and papa still around? I hope you made peace with them and have truly forgiven them from all the things you thought they did wrong. I hope you found it in your heart to just let it go. 

Are you feeling good? Or are you sickly? Are you still running or exercising? If you are in good shape, good job again! However if you are not, get back to shape! You are not getting any younger. 

I still have many things to ask but right now Im getting sleepy, so I may write more questions soon.