Ok. Im walking out of my twenties... Wow! In a way this is big! The big 3-0!
I've always been the late bloomer, when I was in highschool they all tell me Im the baby of the group. I was short, childish and just plain ignorant.
Maybe I grew up a little in college, well physically I've grown taller but thin. Emotionally though, maybe not that much. I was still being regarded as the least mature of the bunch.
Then came work. That's where I can say I grew up to speed! Maybe because I was given responsibilities to handle. Maybe because finally in my life there is some adult supervision on how to behave as an adult.
Physically, I dont feel much different now compared to when I was in my early twenties. I feel ok, Im not in any way sickly of the life threatening kind. I like to believe Im still looking twenty-ish (though my hair is givin me away sometimes). Overall I feel great!
Im beginning my 3rd decade in Manila/QC. Somehow being here makes me feel rejuvinated because Im starting over. Im in a new job, new place, new set of people and away from home. It truly feels like Im standing on my own 2 feet and not dependent on anyone. It has been a long way since.
Though lot has changed, some people, things I thought were important are not. Some places I said I will go to; still not been there. In contrary there were also those things I ignored which persisted and proved to be pillars of who I am.
Generally Im happy, yes there are still many things I want, I still have problems, but Im facing them one at a time.
Im excited to live! I'm excited to reach the next 30 or more years ahead.
Happy Bithday to me! To all those who remembered, you dont know how much (truly) Im grateful! :)
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