Less Worries

That's my goal this 2012! Stress-free, worry-free living...
Ok not to be overtly ideal over it, less-stress, less-worries is easier to attain I guess.

It just dawned over me (yet again) that I take life too seriously and it is affecting my demeanor, appearance and overall attitude. I'm thinking to pursue goals and other interests so that I keep my mind occupied at the same time free, quite confusing right? Occupied in the sense that my mind will not dull at the regularity of what I do, free in the sense that exploring new horizons (which I did sometime ago), explore the many other facets of life.

Overtime I accumulated a lot of insecurities and fears, which I did not have before. Maybe because I did not anchor myself to a stable foundation, maybe because I was too carefree, maybe because I was misguided.

I need to introspect and find meaning and appreciate more the things and specially the people that I have in my life right now, than looking for those that I don't have (and tragically those people I had but lost). It's time to experience joy on simple things and live life to the fullest of what can be possible. I know that time is limited and that it is variable, we can never know when it would ran out - the more reason that I should value what I am now and what I can still possibly be.

2012 is going to be the year where I should lighten up and just take life with a little bit of fun.