Uncertain

How can I go
When my thoughts are peg
On you?

How can I move on
When my inspiration is
Still you?

Can't I run
Away from your shadow
For maybe just awhile
Without losing breath?

Can't I live a day
Without you in my thoughts
That hours seems to stand still
Where every second pierces my health?

Is it really you?
Or am I just imaging an us
Maybe the reality is
You, me but not we