Two Weeks Ago

It's been 2 weeks. Maybe. I don't know.

I've never been near anything serious (relationship) for the past many years. All I have are friendships, platonic and nonsexual. Well, there are times that it gets past platonic, but it never gets to the we are "in-love" couple state. It is hard to fall in love these days.

I am not that person who longs for companionship so that I can have someone to share my hopes and dreams with (I can almost do that to anyone who would listen). I'm not even looking for someone who will give me my chance to multiply! I mean I disgust those who I hear saying "I'll have a child to care for me when I'm old", seriously? Yes I am afraid to grow old alone and maybe deserted when I can no longer fend for myself, but to spawn children for that selfish purpose is beyond evil.

To where, 2 weeks ago, this person that is not anything to me, or am I anything to her suddenly grew cold.

If it were anyone I couldn't even be bothered. But it's this person.

I'm overthinking and maybe assuming things but all Im asking is that if anyone wouldn't want to be friends or end the friendship, at least ne kind enough to let the other person know why. It is the least you can do after ripping their helpless hearts and minds out.

Be kind. You'll never know when some b*tch will do the same.